Now, not all things in life have a logic. Not all
feelings in your mind have an explanation. Not all people have a reason to be a
certain way. If you asked a hopelessly romantic teenage lover girl, why on
earth she would give up her entire being for a man she loved, she probably
wouldn’t have a reason any more than the fact that she just loved him. She
loved him. Period. That was reason enough for her love. There, justified,
certified and signed. I think we all are
like her in some way or another. We grow up, yes, to strong, mature, bright
adults but keep a little bit of that girl inside our heart. We remain crazy
about something. We long for something for years and years. We give up on all
practical science for a delusional belief that no one in this world can
understand but us. Because we simply love something. A lot of love without a
reason. That’s how love should be; without reasons, without boundaries. And as
I have learnt, nothing in life must seem more important than that random,
irrational, senseless share of love. I’ve been looking for MY random,
irrational, stupid love for a long time and I think after years of trying tads
of this and that, I have it figured. It’s travelling. It’s one experience that
I fall in love with again and again despite coming back many times with bruised
knees or sleepless nights or irreparable tan. It doesn’t always treat me so
well but nothing in this world gets me more delighted than a novel place of
beauty. It’s a companion who has never let me down. It’s the only place I could
hide under when the world gets shaking underneath. I could go, sit in the woods
and go over my life for hours with no one around, or I could go, feel the water
in my ankles and deal with the cold replies life throws, or I could sit by a
dock, swallow the emptiness and accept that mom is gone, or I could simply lose myself to the frenzy and the laughter of a wonder obsessed crowd and leave the world behind, loneliness et all. I could just go, some
place, any place. That will do. Travelling, I figure, is truly the true love of
my life.
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